[Writing] Life Experience - Out of China
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This is a journal.
I am here expressing my life and my feelings.It's very hard.
I was born in China and grew up there; I finished university there and originally worked there.
When I didn't know the deep of China, I loved deeply on China.
At that time, I didn't know the real history of China, and the only history fact and view I got is as well from the textbooks and the Chinese social media platforms.
I saw some bad things happened and happening in China, but I also think it is just a small dark part of China. I believed China would become a country better and better. I tried to do good things in China and tried to help the poor fight against the bullies. That is when I found something wrong.
Doing these kinds of things are so difficult in China. If you are saying for the oppressed people, you will offend the oppressors. And mostly, the oppressors in China are CCP officers or their intimate relationships.
And then, I decided to quit the software engineer job at Google to travel to more places around the world, and also, to help some poor Chinese. Just at the same time, COVID-19 came, I had a strong empathic feeling at that time, I felt so bad about the situations some Wuhan people were in, and I felt frustrated and angry on China's doing lots of jobs to hide and block the information to spread this virus worldwide.
And then, I decided to quit the software engineer job at Google to travel to more places around the world, and also, to help some poor Chinese. Just at the same time, COVID-19 came, I had a strong empathic feeling at that time, I felt so bad about the situations some Wuhan people were in, and I felt frustrated and angry on China's doing lots of jobs to hide and block the information to spread this virus worldwide.
Why admonishing the whistleblowers?
Why deleting the voice reporting the danger of SARS-CoV-2?
I paid thousands of hours on history and politics. Finally, I understand nearly everything.
China is a place full of violence and lies.
Why deleting the voice reporting the danger of SARS-CoV-2?
I paid thousands of hours on history and politics. Finally, I understand nearly everything.
China is a place full of violence and lies.
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I tried to do something.
[TimeLine]
2018 Dec 14
I lost my love. Nine months of severe depression after that day. No smile at all.
2019 Jun 15
I depart for (Google) Tokyo, struggling to live. Lost many things on the road.
2020 Feb 25,
I resigned from Google, conscious that COVID-19 is unleashed by CCP, disappointed with what Google has done on trading with China.
2020 Dec 06,
Uploaded the video "Reasons and evidence that I infer COVID-19 as the biological weapon made by the Chinese Government" on Youtube.
Even I don't trust Google, I have to admit there are no other good choices.
2021 Apr 07
All(hundreds) of my comments on Youtube got deleted suddenly. At the same time, there were many other abnormalities.
2021 Sep 09
Birthday. 😝
Just exactly the 1000 days after losing love. 😁
[TimeLine]
2018 Dec 14
I lost my love. Nine months of severe depression after that day. No smile at all.
2019 Jun 15
I depart for (Google) Tokyo, struggling to live. Lost many things on the road.
2020 Feb 25,
I resigned from Google, conscious that COVID-19 is unleashed by CCP, disappointed with what Google has done on trading with China.
2020 Dec 06,
Uploaded the video "Reasons and evidence that I infer COVID-19 as the biological weapon made by the Chinese Government" on Youtube.
Even I don't trust Google, I have to admit there are no other good choices.
2021 Apr 07
All(hundreds) of my comments on Youtube got deleted suddenly. At the same time, there were many other abnormalities.
2021 Sep 09
Birthday. 😝
Just exactly the 1000 days after losing love. 😁
good good keep going
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